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Does a lap dance matter?

I recently posted this on the "love" section, but only got votes, and no replies....would like to hear people's views on my situation.

My b/f and I have been together for 8 months and he recently went on a boy's holiday for a few days. . . .

knowing they would visit the odd one or two strip clubs, i asked him to promise me not to have a private lap dance as i don't like the idea of him being that close, behind closed doors, to a physically beautiful woman's naked bits, and i knew i would find it hard to cope with. On return, however, at first he didn't tell - but a few days later told me he had done it, and had no reason other than being a bit drunk and carried away with it all. I am now left feeling really hurt, and have images in my mind of him being in close proximity to a naked beauty in a private room - despite the usual rules of no touching. Am I being unreasonable to be this upset, as it's really put a big question mark, for me, over our future. Although we've only been together 8 months, after a failed marriage and a number of other not so great relationships, this one was really blooming into what i think, and still hope, can be "the one" - i need to hear balanced and open views on this to help me work out whether, given a bit of time, i can get over this and forgive him, because i really do love him deeply, but don't want to always have this nagging in my mind.

. . . thanx .