An Erotic Apology
To My Love,
How is it that when you need to express words of comfort or words of
assurance, it always seems to come out wrong. I have that wonderful
affliction called stupidity. Not many intelligent adults have this
gift, it is only given to a special few.
How wonderful and fulfilling it must be to be able to converse in a
sensible manner without putting ones foot firmly in ones mouth, but
as I just said it is a gift I am blessed with.
My thoughts were with you this week-end. Yes the brief interlude
we enjoyed swiftly passed, leaving me with conflicting
and disturbing feelings. Until it happens to us we cannot
understand the feelings of others. I could never understand
your hesitancy, maybe that?s the wrong word, but you will
know what I mean. It is coming to terms with something totally
different and alien to ones nature. That is a hard thing
to do. Giving one?s whole self, body, soul and mind to another
is a breathtaking and exhilarating new experience.
I watched as your head slowly lowered down to my penis. I
could feel your warm breath, hear your breathing, your
sighs of contentment. My shaft erect, proud, waiting for
your lips. Warm lips, wet, opening over the tip gently kissing
and licking the head of my shaft. You were in my favorite
position. I could see your bottom, and the curve of your
cheeks, the soft cleft with its wet and glistening opening.
I looked down past your bottom to watch your soft breasts
slowly swaying as your mouth moved slowly up and down my
shaft. I whispered your name. You moved slightly and looked
at me, a small smile played around your lips, lips wet with
sucking. "I love you", barely able to utter the words as
I feel your lips again tighten around my penis.
My hand slowly caressed your bottom moving around and over
your cheeks. Softly tracing the line down over your anus,
stopping briefly to touch it very gently, before moving
further down to your outer lips. Using both hands, I slowly
open your lips to gaze at your beautiful cunt. It is very
pink, getting deeper colored. I uncover your clit, pressing
down with my fingers on either side watching the it appear.
My thumb gently glides back and forth and your excitement
is acknowledged by your clit becoming firmer as I move over
it now just pressing a little harder now and then. I am gratefully
rewarded by your mouth moving faster on my penis, and your
little cries of pleasure, small "oh, oh, oh", blended with
your breathing. I can see and feel your vagina getting so
drenched in juices, ready for what is about to happen. I
push my fingers inside you. I can feel the smooth softness
as your walls open when I push into you, moving my fingers about
inside. I watch your bottom move with the sheer delight of it all.
I ask you to come on top of me. You slowly move your mouth from
my penis and squeeze it gently with your hand looking at
it, and then just kissing the head, you palm it in one hand
and, lightly squeeze my testicles in the other. "I want
to be inside you", I whisper. I love the way you slowly turn
and face me. Crouching you hold me, and look down at your
cunt as you lower yourself to me. I ask you to guide me in,
which you do. My penis enters very slowly nudging into you,
opening your lips and sliding bit by bit into your wet slippery
opening You gaze down into my eyes as I move my penis deeper
into you . A little look of surprise seems to come over your
face. It's like this whenever I enter you. This newness,
this absolute, wonderful feeling of entering you. It is
as if it is the first time and yes it never ceases to feel like
the very first time.
Looking at you, I am overwhelmed with raw desire, knowing
that you are submitting your body to me, giving me your most
precious gift, allowing me to enter your most secret place.
It is as if time has stop for eternity and nothing else in
the world matters. I can feel my cock moving up inside you.
I can see your cunt and my cock up inside of you. Feeling your
softness swallowing me, your muscles drawing me in. Your
lips moving up and down, the inner lips appearing as you
move up, then disappearing as you push down onto my throbbing
shaft. The rhythm is faster, more abandoned. You let your
knees drop down along my side and I hold your hips as you anchor
your own hands to my shoulders.
Loosing ourselves to full passion, you are riding me hard,
furiously, with head twisting and turning, mouth open,
then head back calling for me to cum, "fuck me, fuck my cunt,
cum inside me"
I explode in a shudder, my penis shoots its sticky cum up
into your hungry cunt filling your body with warmth, dripping
back out as you still move on me happy in your orgasm. I watch
you in your joyful bliss, feeling very masterful and happy
knowing I have made you the same, wonderfully happy.
You finally drop yourself down onto my chest, and lay there,
safe in my arms, content, loved, as I also feel. Warm, complete,
secure, the two of us as one. I kiss you gently stroking your
hair letting my fingers move down your back.
Your hand holds my now flaccid penis gently moving up and
down. Little drops of cum still leak from the slit atop my
penis. You bend your head and lick the head just tasting,
teasing a bit. Just playing, but my cock is rising again
under your touch. I allow you to stroke me and kiss and suck
me into readiness again. You are insatiable! I push you
onto your back. You immediately open your legs, laughing
as you do. I grab your bottom, lifting your hips to me and
plunging my cock deep inside you. Squealing with joy, lifting
your legs high and wide, then wrapping them around me, you
continue to smile up at me. "I want you to fuck me forever!",
you say. I push really deep inside you and the laughter begins to
fade. Your face takes on a dreamy appearance. Your sounds
become little moans as I move harder and faster. Your whole
body is impacted, moving, as each stroke slams into you.
I feel your walls tighten, the spunk from our last orgasms
easing around my shaft, the warmth of your inner being encircling
my hardness. You begin to call out to me the words I so love to hear.
"Fuck me, Fuck me, I am all yours, forever." I fuck you harder, and
then harder. Again it is as all time is motionless, the dam has
broken. We cum together, mixing our cum together. Impaling you on my
hard stiff cock, shooting my hot sticky cum up into your wet hot
sticky cunt. We are one. Time is frozen.
The slow release. Gently relaxing. Laying side by side,
breathing slowly returning to normal. Just touching.
I look at you and say "I love you." You smile, no words are really
needed between us. We know each other. I whisper "Goodnight my love."
With All My Love,
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